my life on june..
i would say its better..
better than May and april..
at first i hate my job..
but now im starting to like it..

at first i hate my collique ...
but now.. hmm.. ok lah...
at first i dont know who the hell was
nicholas sparks, daniel steel , nick hornby
and bla bla bla..
but now.. not bad at all...

i would say that im married..
yes... im taken..
im married to my career..
when would i hv the time to have an actual date...

monday til friday at work..
friday evening til sunday i will be at the camp.. working too...
im not hating it.. in fact.. i love it..
seriously..

well.. there are guys who did try to enter my life..
i treat them all equally .. become gud fren with them
without giving them any hope.. tho few of them do wanting
for more...

how would i know they r wanting more?
hey..hello? i just know ok..
well.. currently im in touch with 6 guys..

5 of them i already meet..
only one left...

no.1 is great.. he is good looking..
have a great job.. and a promising future..
but he always busy.. and everytime we talked..
we talked about what he wants.. not what i want..
so.. im considering to throw him out of my life..
i mean he can still be my friend.. but more than that?
i dont think so...

no.2 ...owh no.2 ... im into him..
he is caring.. passionate ..
i would die for his smile..
the only thing that working against me with him
is ... he already has a gf.. so.. bye bye...

no.3 .. cute.. funny.. always making me laugh..
but.. he just too young for me..
i mean.. age doesnt matter..
but currently it matters to me..
he studying while im working..
that is a huge probs to me...
so.. tick tock tick tock.. thinking~~~

no.4 is my long lost friend..
we used to be friend..
especially he was my ex's friend..
its been few years we had not contact each other..
but we found each other back..
and i know.. he is flirting with me..
but.. well.. he is my ex's friend..
i dont think so..

no.5 this one has a crush on me since
i was in college.. we stop contacting..
and than meet again.. he also younger than me..
he is funny n sweet.. but he just not a husband materials..
and he tries so hard to impress me..
well.. u know i hate try so hard people..
so.. thats the door...

no.6 i hv a great time talking with him..
he is funny.. sometimes charming...
i tend to get a lot of new info talking wit him..
we can talk crap all nite long..
we have not meet each other yet..
so.. thats a prob..
thinking thinking thinking...


do u know who is no.1,2,3,4,5 and 6..?
if u know.. u r the great..
hahahahha