i just got back from hang out with my long lost friend ...
i went out at 12 afternoon to meet my mum at her office...
my friend and i met at mid valley at 3 pm...

we decided to watch movie and i chose 'He Just Not That Into You' ..
the movie started a bit slow at the beginning but turned out well
at the middle of the story..

the story tells about what guy really think about women
they barely meet .. the dialogs and attitude that most guy will
do to let the women know that he just not into her indirectly ...

i learned a lot from that movie.. kind of hurt actually because
it does happened to me.. because there is a guy that i am crazy about..
cant stop thinking about him all day and all night ..

but he never ever call me or sms me first...
i have to start everything ...
he came out with lot of excuse and reason why he didnt approached me first ..
but surprisingly ... while i was watching that movie ...
he texted me .. he called me..

i dont know if i was happy ..
i just dont know ...
i do still care for him..
in fact.. i love him ...

but im not sure if he loves me too ..
he used to call me 'syg' ..
but since he met with his gf ..
he has change .. well maybe ...
his feelings towards me too also change ..
i just dont know...

but i do hope for the best..
he gave me his word ...
so i trust him ...
back to the point of the movie ...

i will try to take all the moral value that the
movie trying to convey to the audience to myself ..
for my own good.. insyaAllah...